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Ghostly Oceans

by Eric Tyler

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She said "I'm sorry, but I can not be what you want" Never wanted to shatter, he never wanted to be blunt. She said "I'm leaving on the next morning train" He stood watching ghostly, ghostly oceans but nothing killed the pain. I wonder what they mean by happily ever after, babe? Is this a fairy tale? Will it work out this way? Just promise me- you love me. She went off to see, to see the wonders of this lonesome world He stayed home and wrote her a bible Wondering what happened to her Made mountains from passion That crumbled to the sea She sailed over top and wondered what it all means I wonder what they mean by happily ever after, babe? Is this a fairy tale? Will it work out this way? Just promise me you love me.
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Amber Dreams 04:02
Little Amber dreams of a world that is far less wicked Than the one her friends are accustomed to They keep their green stashed in a family bible That they take with them to Sunday School I just wanna feel you near me (That's all I wanna do now) I just wanna feel you near me (Hope you feel the same way too) She said she can't seem to understand how they can be so mean when they were bred to be proper. Meant to be heaven's prefect little angels smoking god knows what with a dropper I just wanna feel you near me (That's all I wanna do now) I just wanna feel you near me (Hope you feel the same way too)
3.
Blossom 04:00
Sunlight is strong upon the greenest leaves A little bit of heaven's on every tree Never ever had to leave the comfort of heroes But when I'm out here the creatures comfort me --- Someday we'll blossom into something beautiful Be a part of everything we see So colorful, oh so colorful deities Connected in between the trees We are gonna blossom We are gonna blossom Wait and see --- Nature decides where to put every color I don't ever have to sit and wonder why So why does anything so majestically beautiful take away so much and make me cry
4.
Don't cry, Louise I just want you to be happy I know it sounds sappy You don't have to be alone Don't cry, Louise It's just a momentary defect Take a moment and reflect In a quiet home --- When you think you got yourself under control We can stare up at the stars and smoke The last of our humanity And drink away our vanity I'm not always as tough as I may seem Live my life out in my dreams Don't cry, Louise Don't cry with me --- Don't cry Louise We both will start collapsing Hold on to ever-lasting memories of youth Don't cry Louise You're smearing all your makeup in the middle of a break-up Don't cry, Louise it's just a chemical imbalance.
5.
Sometimes it's a rainbow shining mostly though just hail and wind. We gotta do what we can to keep happy, to keep the walls from caving in. If I can have a minute of your time, maybe we can work it out just fine maybe I will tear this building down if you heathens don't stay in line We are not criminals I hide in chemicals I live through you babe Tell me I'm okay We are not criminals -- How haven't I fucked up yet? It kills me every morning. The attack from the church on the hill The bell rings and sounds the warning Don't tempt me with your poison apples sing along to the heathen hymn don't play with my inner demons every single day it bends me in How haven't you shown yourself in the darkest coldest room? Play some notes on an old piano to stay away from impending doom. Yeah, I admit, I was not too clever I admit I let my vices win Guess I shouldn't have smelled your flower guess I shouldn't have pulled the pin -- Here I stand with cuts and bruises blood spilling on the floor. Wish I could make something out of chaos, wish that I could be your something more Kids never understand, they only make believe I pray to the man on the wall for a single day of relief.
6.
Is this gonna make me scared tomorrow should I just say no? Sometimes I can barely feel the courage it comes and goes. I cannot depend on you to scream at me and get me through this time. Are you gonna feel like me tomorrow future self? A museum display of an analog age? Nobody helps. I should never dream of you Even though that's what I do Tonight -=- I'm so scared of tomorrow Wrapped so tight in sorrow Sing me back to sleep Memories I'll keep Locked up nice and neat Dismissed and so discreet I'm so scared of tomorrow -=-=- All this talking only makes me nervous I can't deny it now. Every single sentence seems to linger around my mind somehow. No one wants to be alone. Staring at broken bones inside us. I'm so happy, can't you see me smile? Never mind my frown. Cheerful little silent grinning faces tightly wound. I shouldn't ever be this way I'm running out of things to say anymore - Try and get some sleep. The devil's in my genes. Try and get some sleep. The devil's in our genes. I'm so scared of tomorrow.
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Your skinny striped ankles send me too deep Tired and stupid, cannot sleep I guess some moths just have to burn to shine when they feel left out. Sitting in an open field of wheat The snow 'round here falls soft and sweet You are the drug I can get so cheap no doubt. I know it can't stay light forever. I know it can't stay bright forever. Still need some peace of mind To keep myself in line. I can bite the hand of one who feeds If they lace the food with poison secretly It's misery that poses us in pictures dimly lit. The sunrise turns the clouds all pink Feeling like the missing link I overdosed on you again my dear That's what I get. I know it can't stay light forever. I know it can't stay bright forever. Still need some peace of mind To keep myself in line.
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Calculated 04:01
Invincible no longer I guess I'll act my age They used to tell me this feeling's just a stage But it's 6am no different from yesterday cept a little more concerned I don't have much to say - Calculated Black and White I need your sweet love If I'm gonna make it out alright alright - Fingers tremble lurching up the stairs it's complicated getting mauled in your despair I turn to the angels I say "Listen to me" but they shut me down endlessly - Calculated Black and White I need your sweet love If I'm gonna make it out alright alright -
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Whatcha waiting for, an invitation? Aint' no use in staying up in frustration Morning Night Infected fight Never right Think I might Not make it out of this one alive. Bones ache I'm so tired. Stomach hurts, burning fire. Walkin dead Torture bed Terror fed Take some meds I just wanna make it out alive. Heart races on the pillow I weep so much Shames the willow I am broke Afraid to choke Wish you'd hold Me in your arms again I guess I'll just keep waiting. Waiting. Guess I'll just keep waiting. Just keep waiting. I love you.
10.
Sunscreen 04:14
By the pool I can smell your sunscreen Ignites a candle made of twisted fantasy the wind blows your perfume into me I have to leave, so I can get some peace of mind --- Sunscreen, baby, it makes me want you more. I know I can never love you hope this feeling haunts you too the feeling that you'll fade away the feeling that I feel today Wish that I could let you go Wish to hell that I could show my love in so many ways Sunscreen, baby, it makes me want you more. Just makes me want you more. -- Find some shelter underneath my growing pains the sky opens up and sure enough it all begins to rain I see you standing underneath a palm tree I'm just a loser getting bit by sand fleas
11.
Everybody wants a little slice of heaven don't they? Little piece of the fame, don't even matter what they say Stripping naked or start shaking from an overdose They want to see it if you're falling like dominoes They want to see who it is that's comatose. What do I care about the freaks on the news stations? All this worshipping of fools tries my patience. Cause if you wanna be a famous little charlatan, they'll do a story on your crimes and make you rich again. They'll make you famous for absolutely nothing. They all got you where they want you, now take your seat. Mouth open, eyes wide you're just a piece of meat. For the wolves in suits behind the two-way? You're a happy little number on their display. They keep it pumping cause they know that you'll pay. (and you will) There's no where to hide cause everybody's live cause everybody's live every single dial is tuned to your desire is tuned to your desire There's no where to hide cause everybody's live
12.
You're beside me right when the morning comes You make the sunshine hide cause you're the brighter one If they think they understand they better try to think again Cause they never like it when you think you win --- When I'm feeling low You can bring me round When I'm nearly dead You raise me six feet above ground If I ever stray I just call your name I'll see you when I get there See you when I get there --- See you when I get there, timeless friend I've been so delusional on the mend Sometimes I believe I hear you call my name But it's just an illusion made to kill the pain
13.
Hey girl you don't need a crown of butterflies a crown of butterflies to make you smile You don't need an antique algorithm just to get in with them cause they aren't worth your while Trust me first, second, and third just trust me.... first, second, and third Press buttons just because the pixels turn you on they get you off and into something worse A precious little soldier for the cause follow their laws empty your purse! Busted first, second, and third we're busted first, second, and third - Smiles turn sinister when you change the lighting Pictures look so beautiful til you learn the family was fighting Look beyond what's going on it's just a temporary burn watch the plan fall into place first, second, third - You live this life designed by overlords and crooks overlords and crooks rolling in gold Sitting in their leather chairs in suits but shiny shoes still get old Sucking off some biased calculations some tyrant nation we got here They'll kill us First, second, third - Smiles turn sinister when you change the lighting Pictures look so beautiful til you learn the family was fighting Look beyond what's going on it's just a temporary burn Watch the pieces form the puzzle first, second, third -
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I hope you only see me during the good times, times when I'm not afraid, times when I feel alive Yes, I know I've not been perfect, there's moments I've lost control, panic can take it's toll, while fools think it's a lie. --- I've spent my whole life breaking the prism to steal the rainbow inside So I could give it to you you would light up touch the sky Promise me- you won't judge me Promise me- I'm family Promise me- I'm still who you knew Promise me- I haven't lost you Promise me- you'll comfort me promise me- I'll always be in your heart eternally. --- Is it all you thought it was? The endless expanse of space? Did Jupiter touch your face? Did they see you smile? Did they ask about me? What I had done with my life? Or did they all see it right in front of their eyes? --- I've spent my whole life breaking the prism to steal the rainbow inside So I could hand it to you you'd light up touch the sky Promise me- you won't judge me Promise me- I'm family Promise me- I'm still who you knew Promise me- I haven't lost you Promise me- you'll comfort me promise me- I'll always be in your heart eternally. ---
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Debatable 04:16
If you need blank stares, I am available. If I'm really all there, that's debatable But I don't even care, that's expectable Nothing in the world is fair, or respectable But life is pretty good, there I've said it Treated me unkind, but I grinned and beared it and if it gave me you, it's not all bad and I'm so fucking sick of feeling so sad So let me take your hand, let me feel it your positivity kills the wicked Suddenly I see new horizons I no longer want to despise this Cause you can give me purpose, like no other You are so unique, there's not another soul that makes me feel this way what can I say You're so special --- My love for you is never debatable My love for you is never debatable My love for you is never debatable My love for you is never debatable --- Life is pretty good, yes I said it You have numbed my pain, I won't forget it Every single flower that blooms Reminds me of you Every petal When the birds sing, they sing for you now You've taught me everything, I don't know how every single star in the sky brings a tear to my eye are you watching? Waiting?
16.
It's snowing in the city of Forgiveness and I'm walking just the way I used to Now I have a purpose just to get to you It's thundering in the village of Depression But I've stopped crying cause you know, it just ain't no use now I have a purpose A purpose in you -- A purpose in you A purpose in you Oh babe You're the island with the breeze Everything you do everything you do oh babe Just knocks me on my knees -- I'm trying trying to feel better And I'm hoping You'll help me up onto my feet I can find a purpose a purpose in you We're singing yeah just the way we used to and I'm smiling cause you're on my mind I have found my purpose It's a purpose in you It's shining in the city of Forever and you're sitting right by my side.

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✝ In Memoriam and Dedicated to-
Peggy Pickerill, Naomi Ruth Walton, Andrew Shipman, Isis the Cat
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released June 14, 2017

[-Thank You-]
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Bobbi Yates
Kaeli Yates
Peggy and Ken
Adam
Warren and Ruth

Melody, Rose, Bliss, Norah, and Ziah

Zosimos, Randall, Gold, Joseph

The McElroys
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Album Credits:

Eric Tyler Pickerill-
All Lyrics, Lead and Backing Vocals, Acoustic and Electric Guitar, Ukulele, Bass, Drums, Synthesizers, Piano, Melodica, Programming, Recording, Mixing, Production.

Peggy Pickerill-
Claps on "A Purpose In You".

Bobbi Yates-
Backing Vocals on "See You When I Get There", and "Everybody's Live".
Cover artwork and artistic direction. Moral support.

Kaeli Yates-
Backing Vocals on "Blossom", "Burn To Shine", "See You When I Get There". Sampled on "Everybody's Live" and "Burn To Shine". Moral support.

Ziah Morella, Norah Perch-
Glitches on "Scared Of Tomorrow".

Melody Ressé, Rosalind Gyland-
Claps, Tambourines, Maracas.

Bliss Summers-
Various Photographs, Moral Support.

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Recorded October 2016-June 2017 at Shireville Studios and Formicidae Studios.

All lyrics and music © Eric Tyler Pickerill 2016-2017. All Rights Reserved.

Cover artwork © Bobbi Yates 2017. All Rights Reserved.

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Eric Tyler is a Louisville, Kentucky based singer-songwriter who writes, plays, produces, and records everything entirely alone in the studio himself. Beginning to write when he was just 15, Eric has spanned multitudes of musical genres in the years since, always eager to up the proverbial game musically, stylistically, and artistically. ... more

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